It annoys me sometimes…

昨日一日中何故お前がこれほどムカつく奴なのか考えていたんだが、お前は私が必死になって走っているところをもうすでに走っていたり、余裕で走り抜けたりするんだ。そうして私の前を後ろ走りしながら、たまに私に声をかけてくる。私は負けん気が強いから、それがすけー悔しくてムカつくんだけど、今回はお前が前は知ってたけら、助かったんだよな。
- 鮎沢美咲、会長はメイド様!
I actually spent the whole day yesterday thinking about why you piss me off so much. It’s like, when I’m running with all my might, you’re jogging relaxedly a few yards ahead of me. And then you start running backwards right in my face, and say things to me every once in a while. I’m really competitive, so that made me really mad… but I was saved this time thanks to you being ahead of me.
- Ayuzawa Misaki, Kaichou wa Maid-sama!
Despite not bring a competitive person (at least that’s what I feel about myself), I can understand this feeling all too well. Sometimes you’re trying so hard and running with all your might, and yet, even when you’ve reached your limit, you can’t seem to do that thing well. And then while you think to yourself that at least you’ve tried your best, you see someone else excelling at what you’ve been trying to do, without appearing to be putting in much effort. And it’s not just in that one thing – it’s the same for many other things as well! It’s honestly annoying, frustrating, and it just feels unfair as to why some people seem to be so talented in almost everything, and yet you struggle with many of them.
But you know, it’s because we are all so different, that is why the world is not a boring place to live in. And as long as the other party is not snobbish, then it’s all fine. I do have some friends who are very talented, and while there are times when I wish I were a little bit more like them, I’m just glad that they’re around. Even though I may not be as good as them in certain areas, seeing them excel motivates me to keep improving myelf.



